proud FRESHMAN DUDE.. aly buera xD

WOW! A Proud Thomasian! Yes you heard that right people, the school I ddn't expect myself to get in (thing is I always dreamt of La Salle, but who cares! That's so Last Season!) hahahaha!

(YABANG!) Anyway its raining hard... There's no problem with that except uhm let me guess....

ITS SUMMER!!!

Oh well this is another lesson about global warming people!! ACT ON IT!

I BEG YOU!!! WELL I AM! (so I'm not the hypocrite in here!)

Anyway spent my afternoon playing and laughing out loud, rolling on the floor with three

of my dearly beloved boys (Carl, Ross, and Kuya EJ) Oh you get the idea. All boys stuffs

without the Gender "stuff" Its all boys!! xD

Oh well better hit the sack will be goin' to school tomorrow and by the way......

ITS THE BIG TWO AND NINE TOMORROW! XD lol!

lotsa HUGGIES AND KISSIES! PEOPLE! I'LL BE SEEIN' YA'LL!

G'NIGHT! XD

4 Minutes

I've just watched glee and it made a whole impact on me. On how I really view myself.

Although its so sad that I'm the "SHALLOW" person I am. Fear not I've had worse but

this is HARD. They got this whole Madonna Episode where guys are treating girls like

crap and I just hate how they do it. Their like the boss of everyone and they just see

each other as well as respect them because of their talents and not just an individual.

*sigh Well back to the real deal, I'm merely going over board with myself. I don't know

I just feel very backed on the wall, and its closing in on me. I think there's pretty much no

point in getting all marshmallow and gooey. But I do! :(( A sad day for me, really. I don't

really know, I don't have a clue nor do I wanna even talk about it. Its not that I'm leaving my

problems hanging it's just that some things are way too hurtful to even touch.

I don't want to have another conversation nor negotiation for the night. For me what's done

is done, no anger, no frustration nor anxiety. Just PAIN. PURE HARD HITTING PAIN. That

I believe will be way too difficult for me to overcome.

Back to the wall...... I'm still backed at it and I feel that I'll be pushed and banged against it

many times. Then followed by a mirror that will be shattered upon my face, whose shards

will be pressed against my palms. I can only imagine what I'm in for.

Tick.Tock again went the Clock. Time's a wasting so I better get cracking.

La Partita

To the dearly departed.... *sigh.

Just when all she has to say is her sweetest yes, everything went wrong.

From the bright sunshine turned the hard downpour. The breezy air

to the tormenting winds. Spring immediately turned into a BLIZZARD.

Eventually..... It was wrong. Wrong Wrong. I came to a halt. Suddenly, the

clock stopped ticking. It was cold. I shuddered in fear. SHE WAS GONE.

Vanished. Did she even exist or have the gnomes played with my mind.

It was crazy! Was I delirious? My surroundings was in total chaos. I was

left without a clue. Then I heard something BREAK. *Crack. Something

Broke. was it glass? a MIRROR? what?! Panic was all over me! I began

to think.

Thoughts of wonder and fear. Agony and Deceit. What was wrong?

What did I do? I ran. Ran wherever my feet took me to under the

hard down pour. I ended up in the dark alley. I leaned back on the wall

trying to absorb every tiny detail on what was going on. A single thought

ran into my mind. "She was Gone." I settled for that fact. I was contented

at that moment I regretted everything between us! The memories, the

laughter and pain, HER EXISTENCE. EVERYTHING! My soul was filled

with ANGER! I loathed every bit of her even myself for being with her!

I began to shrunk to the ground. That's where I belong after all. I belong

with the dirt, the cold, the unwanted. That was when I decided to end everything.

I quickly ran back home. Got what was on top of my bed and quickly went out

on the rain. I was drenched than ever. The time has finally come, I sucked in the

cold air. I plunged the thing toward me but something was wrong. Yes definitely.

I looked down to see what was black and blue was now painted in scarlet. HER!

"I EXIST" was all that I ever heard. Was the last I had ever ought to hear in my entire

life. Then it was Already gone. The guilt, the pain, sorrow, agony, hate, anger. EVERYTHING!

Washed up together with the one I held Most Dear.

"Do you have anything else to say on her behalf?"

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Oh!! this is soooooooooooooo SCARY!!!! XP I got friggin' goosebumps... :)

Well Enjoy! This will be a treat for the IMAGINATION! :)

Its the first time for me to be doing this since my head had gone A-WALL today! :)

Can't believe I got that! :P

Have a Great Weekend :) comments will be entertained. :)

Takecare! ^_^

The Moonlit Waltz

"On a Lazy Monday afternoon, Madame and her servant lay under

the shade of an oak tree, with the calm breeze and the orange sun

above their head. As if time had stopped ticking."

*sigh I'm so sleepy... I wanna rest, it was so relaxing. I wish time really

had stopped and turned upside down. I wish for this worldly allurement

that may or may not be given, but if so I would be more than grateful.

"Her Servant had left her as the afternoon went on, and then came night.

How she wished she could waltz in a never ending tune. Lost in the

melody with no where to go back."

TICK.TOCK again went the clock and it was time to go.

Something seem to be stuck. Oh it was me. It was sad.

I couldn't leave but I'm definitely alone. I stood up and

walked under the pale moonlight and danced. And then on

until the music fades. I EXISTED.

Green is IN?????

It's been two days since I got back from Hong Kong..
yep you heard me right folks, I went out the borders and didn't
get to enjoy Post Graduation RITES! XD Well its been quite
a SLEAZY yet fun trip (surprisingly) :) Well got my adrenaline
pumping at Ocean Park with the roller coaster and the Drop! whoo!
that was so fun I even rode it with my MOM! XP It was very nice though :)
Not to mention FREEZING! (Fought a treacherous battle of MISS AND MISSED XD)

Well went back in time for Good Friday and been staying with tita for a while :)
Today got a visit from Joyce, Regi, and Cy for the afternoon and played
lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa CARDS!! (Pusoy dos :P) Although I'm
not such a talented player at it :) but I tried hahahahahaha xD
Did my best in fact:)

Well another week and its the start of yearbook workshop :)
A long summer ahead :) Its been a tug of war for me as well
with some "resurrecting" issues
CONGRATULATIONS TO US! WE GOT OUR
HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMAS! XD (better late than never :))
Also got flying colors with my card! :) its 89.00!!! XD lol!
That's pretty much it :)

Although something's really bothering me.... *sigh
"The Man in GREEN" yikes! O.o