SPLAT :|

Seriously what the hell am I playing at? I can't just go running onto someone and fall over and tell them its nothing. *sigh I understand it but, its hard for me. Being in a situation where I can barely move and say anything, without getting hurt. I wish to disappear. That's all I can say but somewhat I can't.

This post is nothing but scatter brain. There's really nowhere for me to run off to. No one to turn on to. Well better no one when all I ever do is scream and thrash that's much better than hurting anyone. :| Well I'm off to the province tomorrow and into a wedding to which I personally grew lazy to even attend. Somehow, I think I'm into something I'm not. Which is kinda scary but Oh man! Its hard to explain! :P I just can't bear this much pain at once, Its like killing myself. (So as long as they don't feel it, I'm good)

Oh well another long week for me :]

Ja'

PS its ok to cry, I have to remember that :)