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Talk about near death experiences huh? I don't wanna talk about it. I'm only human anyway.

They have to understand that. Oh well what now? Back against the wall? Am I? hah! Hell no!!

I'm HANGING BY A DARN THREAD! shit! I don't know well maybe because uhm. I don't really want to get specific with things it makes me drop dead all of a sudden. How do I sleep? Lying down of course!!! XD

Well I'm the villain around here to begin with. tsk I always am. There's nothing left to do but to be the daredevil I am. Sink or Swim and Do or Die. Only now its not a game. It never was. *sigh what to do what to do. hmmmmmmmm do what I do best and what I'm known for :D

I seem so positive? Well yeah. ICU scared the crap outta my system. Damn hard to believe I went from a human being to a cold hard vegetable. :| Better learn the art of controlling tears (is there such a thing?) Well Mom took me out to relax my soul, well I was on my own for the most part.

Oh well. *crash something broke. wait. its my heart. :(